past few days .. work and burbery thai ...ytd was suppose to be an off but went berry =)
after berry , went nana but too bad because of LL . and we ended at bangkok thai ... D and his group came and join us ... after tt D send me home .... everyday drink very tired .. never drink cant sleep .. like what the hell... today was suppose to visit beloved sebas but overslept again.. sorry ... woke up around 6 plus .. wanted to go out but waited for leelian and jasmine planning till very late so stay at home .. on phone with 122 till 4 plus .. then started writting letter to beloved sebas .. he must be feeling very down =( 2010 faster arrive .... im feeling so sick ... how to stop drinking ?lol i know i cant !!


