♥ 昨天是我的恋人 , 今天是我的爱人 ,明天是离开我的人

met daddy and jasmine @ changi prison to visit sebas..

firstly went in.. all smiling .. sebas was so happy =)

talk talk then become emotional .. but we still left with a smiling face ..

will be visiting him next monday with dic joining too..

after visit went grandma there eat then went bedok inter walk ...

we like auntie digging gold there .. lols...

after that cabbed home sat @ home downstair with aunt .. caux the agent bring ppl come see house.. reached home bath and blogging now .. im so tired, these few day kept sleeping v late and waking up early .. will be starting work next week @ amoy street .. hais, don know should i actually be happy over it?

the time seems to pass so fast in my own world ..

slept @ 10 in the morning after my outerspace .. and 6 pm i awake .. im so shag can !during outerspace many thing happen, i got scared out! fan talking to me? etc ....

outerspace till now .. and i realise is already mid-night .. here goes another day ..

just got a news from facebook saying one of my secondary schoolmate pass away in an bike accident this morning .. wth .. i remember seeing him smiling and talking to me, tt time when i went for my friend chalet .. life is so precious ... this moment this person could be right beside you .. but the next moment,their gone forever..i miss grandpa suddenly... few days back, was talking to my dadddy friend , suddenly we talk about the past .. i remember-ed how i hated grandpa during that time of period .. my heart turns super sour .. what can i say? what can i do ... he's gone forever .. but he'll lives inside my heart for a long long time .. i guess i was too emo, so even when im in my outerspace, i still cry like a baby , taking out all those old photo staring into blank air ..i awake now , i now i have to be awake .. i know its useless think think about the past .. caux my grandpa wont be back.. but seriously i miss him super much.. i wonder how is he ... i wish he is still right here ..=(

i dont wanna talk about it .. i just need to be alone..

i dont wanna think bout it .. i just need to be in my world..

SMACK SMACK SMACK !

went to a pub at amoy street ytd with leng and nieki ..

drank and kelly-ed .. left around 5 .. hengsly cabbed down find me awhile and left to geylang ..

i walk in the rain caux freaking no cab ... like a poor thing like that ..

lol.. finally got cab then went to woodland find diwei .. caux he tell me his house got alot ..

reach there end up he bluff me.. ton at his house and reached home @ 4 ..

ytd cabbed over to bugis meet lanying, then went lihan shop talk cock ..

boring so went over boat quay .. reach there sian 1/2 caux saw till some ppl =)

drink , play game then hui ying ask go over liquid drink .. before we go , went chamber find chan .. play with last time boss the baby .. his face super seh-ka ..lol .. but very cute la ..

drink awhile there then went liquid drink with huiying boss .. 1jug and we went back find chan , but cb he go already !! so we went back she bang and finish the drink.. ying say she want go home first.. so i stayed and drink with those uob ppl .. drank and went home .. hoho =)

today, met ying @ whitesand .. sat awhile and walk home..

she come my house slack and talk cock .. haha..

that's all ..im still feeling lousy, i don know why eh !

cabbed to ying house fetched her and went to orchard plaza to meet jasmine ..

took my things and went to kampung bahru to drink ..

saw last time customer ask him to join .. drink till around eleven went to serangoon pub to drink ... boring ~ so went back home ... saw dic and co at fitness corner, join them .. and kelly-ed..

then 4 of us went boat quay .. shall not mention bout this part =) sat there awhile we cabbed down to chinatown to find aunt .. after that home sweet home =)

all along , i tot i've forgotten bout us ..

i hate to see you , i hate to hear about you .. for a moment i tot ..
should i blame on the person who on that freaking song?
or should i blame on fate that let us met ?
or should i blame on you? who left us here?
there's so many many lies i hear from you..
i should have kill you ! but that freaking song makes me think back of everything...
i tot all i could think of was how bad you treated me , but i was wrong..
why did i see myself smiling ? i dont understand..
why did i think of how good you treated me? i don understand ..
4years? you threw me aside to take up everything
i wish , i hope , i pray , in the eyes of him i wont see your reflection .

last min went down AMK with dic and co to take things from jasmine ..

and cabbed to serangoon , went to a pub over there .. dic and co went back pasir ris..

join big heAd and his friends .. hmm .. feel abit awkward at first caux i was like the youngest there man!! >.<

sat big head friend car home .. i was so lost during the part in their car .. thanks man, kelly !!

illusion till sitting UFO back . power la!

little jeron

darling n me in cantoment toilet

went she bangs last night with annie and lanying .. annie and i reached there first ..

saw big head and co again .. join their table .. drink drink drink .. aloysious and his gal left first ..

then lanying came , by the time she came i was abit lost already ... then had some problem with agust table .. siao , he went to call the police .. check i/c and so on.. then that gal we had problem with say go in and drink .. chat chat and everything allright .. after drink i went out to smoke suddenly that gal and her friend came and tell me big head got problem .. went in .. tried to stop him end up helping in .. hahha ..darling lanying also beat him up.. what a night =) the guy was beaten up quite serious ..just when fransis stop-ed everything big head go give him one last kick then the police saw .. handcuff big head back .. asked the police he say because he disordely . wth .. after that went in drink again then i don know why i went cantoment ... check big head thing and cabbed home .. aloysious went to bail big head out and he call me say tml court .. wth .. hhaha .

*hey ya , to somebody .. like you say i want write what about you , or say things about is my problem ..

so what's the point you msg and tell me ..

it just spoil my mood only !

WOW WOW WOW !!! i bought luck to super granny ... super happy man !!!

woohooo .. finally .. all thanks to me .. hhahahah !!!

i feel like shouting out loud mAn !! but she told me to keep it a secret ...woohhoooo =)

woohoo =) its a happy yet sad day .. before he came out we say we wont cry ..

yet it turn out the other way ..jasmine cabbed over my house then we went queensway .. while on the way my heart was feeling super heavy .. i was so afraid i cant see till him .. yeah .. we make it on time .. after visit him we went kovan to settle somethings and bused to selarang camp to take sebas things... its a long way in ok .. after took his things cabbed home =)

i want to tell somebody , something - " STOP ACTING AS IF I WILL JEALOUS!! JUST FUCK OFF! IT DOESNT MATTER AT ALL TO ME HOW HAPPY YOU WERE! GET IT ? BITCH !

went for job interview ytd with jasmine @ tiong bahru .. cabbed over her house and fetched her .. and we'll be starting work on monday .. woohoo =) after interview we went bugis again .. super bored there so we went town to find annie and aggie .. walk walk then slack at coffeebean ..

after that aggie husband came fetched us home, jasmine went to find her friend .. annie went to my house wait for me changed then cabbed to her house to wait for her changed >.<

left her house at 11 and cabbed to double o .. meet lanying there and was abit sian caux see the q so long!

finally we go in join annie ex bf table .. play-ed games with her ex friend .. drank till abit high then we left to boat quay again , this time one of annie friend join us .. so the 4 girls went she bangs .. saw agust and co there .. they join our table . drank and we went sabai again .. sat their car there .. and the stupid agust drive till so scary !! we was like screaming all the way .. reached there .. again not much ppl .. bored can ! then me and ying saw gary outside sabai .. talk talk then he left .. soon i also v tired so agust cabbed with me and ying home =)

here's a quick posting .. currently @ annie house blogging while waiting for her to change.

went boat quay ytd with ying to finish off the martell .. saw david and co there .. order 1 barell and 1 waterfall.. then came the 2nd waterfall .. i don know who the fuck order ..lols ...

after that went sabai with ying, christine, david and his friends ..drunk again and reached home around 2 .

whats the point of missing something .. when its already gone ..

everything just disappear in a moment .. happy are those who choose to go .

back home already again .. im shag =( hoping the boss will call me tml ..
a new start again ... happy ? maybe .. =) today was their court and its postpone again..
hope friday faster come .. guess we will make it this time .. at most ton and don sleep ..
die die must see till him man! i've wasted so much money on cab fare .. maybe gg boat quay tonight with christin .. but im so tired =(

doggie fido playing with my fake dog .