♥ 昨天是我的恋人 , 今天是我的爱人 ,明天是离开我的人

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Hey loves this girl of this Pic. Is called Misshyhui. Real name Inez. Please beware her. She love to snatch people BF. Include her close friends. Ka people lan jiao wei. & bomb alot of things. She claim to be 170cm & 55kg. When she is 180cm & 150kg. & claim she got back up call Eric,Lone, age 26.We checked & this person doesn't exist at all. She put place & Time. & no gut to come down. & even off her phone. She think she so eh sai & pretty. & people who play maple. Or audi she love scramming people. After scamming she will just scold you.& say you're stupid for her to scam.

went to you pub last night at kampung bahru with leng.

and i was like fucking drunk because of those tiko man there .

but overall it was a fun night man ..

and i fucking hell don know why i ended @ she bangs again.

leng say, " you la, keep wanna go"

hahha, well. she was also high man !

im thinking weather i wanna werk there caux serene keep asking me ,

but im like i don feel the enviorment suits me !

gosh , woke up at 9am today caux it was grandpa 49 days ,

so fast ... im like dragging myself up , terrible hangover ..

reach home around 12pm n i straight away head to my bed n pop i fall asleep .

if i had not sleep i fucking hell will buy 4d man!

my third price n starter gone because of my sleeep ,

hur hur .. same number open twice ...

these is the second time man !!!

no luck means no luck ah !

nice phone but the function sux man!i don wan le =(

sebas n dic court on monday =( and i'll be gg oversea either on mon or tue but actually i don really feel happy bout it ... nothing 2 blog .

web cam =) on phone with leng

let's drink man

been feeling sick these days,

and my tounge fucking like shit caux of those panadol !

i swear i wont touch again,

its the 4th n last time man!

today was dic & sebas court,

haish postpone to next week.

but this time extra 1 more charge.hope nothing will happen.

friday faster come , im bored drinking at home..

i miss boat quay man! 1 weeks never go ready!!!

hmmm, will be gg overseas next week with my aunt,

finally can relax myself ...

& leng ah , better wait for me come back then go take ren yuan hor!!!

don so selfish! cb . hahahaha..

p.s * god pray, everything will be allright for my family. grandpa bless us from above.

LOUSY DAY . LOUSY MOOD . FUCKING PEOPLE . FUCKING DAY !!

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如果你不爱一个人,请放手.好让别人有机会爱她.如果你爱的人放弃了你,请放开自己,好让自己有机会爱别人.有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.人生中有许多种 .但别让自己让成为一种伤害.有些缘分是注定要失去的,有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,爱一个人不一定要拥有,但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.如果真诚是一种伤害,我选择谎言;如果谎言一种伤害,我选择沉默;如果沉默是一种伤害,我选择离开.如果失去是苦你怕不怕付出 ,如果迷乱是苦你会不会选择结束,如果追求是苦你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,如果分离是苦你要向谁倾诉,好多事情都是后来才看清楚,好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!爱可以是一瞬间的事情，也可以是一辈子的事情。每个人都可以在不同的时间爱上不同的人。不是谁离开了谁就无法生活，遗忘可能让我们。。。更坚强。。。。不要为了一个人而活，一个人去承担两个人的爱情是很痛苦的，只有两颗心去真心经营爱情，那才是真正的爱情与幸福。感情被懂得是一种幸福，等待着被懂得，永远是一种孤独。。。。。。

SEBASTIAN KWEK , take care!

these days i must be feeling lousy,

i've been drinking for days

and yea it always feel like fuck.

drank at 1pm ytd till 7 plus..

until these bad guys called again..

i guess i must be high , i scold them till like fuck...

and this MR WATERMELON must be super angry..

he ask me to wait for him come , say what call ppl rape me.

hahaha!! funny la.

after scolding them i went to rest ...

not even half an hour , bear call me ..

say the HSA officer wants his i/c number..

after that tot that i could go back sleep..

my step mum called, then the bad guys play prank call with me...

lols, them funny , like small kid!

gosh , everybody spoilt my sleep..

around 1plus my daddy came then go police station...

damn lame la... today my house phone damn silent...

watermelon cut into pieces le la ...!

p.s* lousy mood,lost meaning in life , kelvin, nobody but you =(

life's so fucked up for me.
everyday drink drink , sleep .
i must start to look for job already !
drank at home last night again with my step mum ..
hmmm.. then on phone with leng till bout 3 plus ..
slept at 5 plus and now im awake!!
i cant even have a nice sleep these days!
ytd those bad guys ask me becareful,
lols , somebody will use paint splash me when im outside?
wow! c'mon im not afraid, we're always waiting for u man!
is u guys don dare come up, several night call and say will come ...
but but but... 2 words 4 u guys "paper tiger"
whatever watermelon...

*grandpa, actually everyone tot that after you're gone, life will be better,
but instead life became worst. i know even at your last breathe u left not peaceful,
we never expect ah bear will become worst! grandpa i really really miss you, if only time could turn back, i will treasure you more! no one understand how much i miss you , only u above can sees=) since the day you left, i've been thinking about you & whenever i do , i always cry,
sometimes it feels so like shit to bottle up everything.grandpa. forgive me? for every single thing i does that make you feel upset? why do people always regret what they do? treasure those around you before they're gone.

i was rather harsh on my words, but i just cant control it.
i know you're hard up now,
and i know many things stress u too ,
but we're living no better,
everyday different names calling and so and so ....
ah hay?watermelon?mee siam? and so many many more...
seriously we dont know which real & which are not..
i feel so sad , you've changed so much
but one thing that cant changed is that we share the same parents ,
im lost of words , u keep telling me you're sorry
& seriously that don make anybody feel better.
thinking that so many people is after you,
and u might like lost your life any moment
i feel so ... HEARTBROKEN..
whatever& whAtever you take care..
PLEASE BE CAREFUL OF PPL AROUND YOU,
YOU CAN ONLY TRUST YOURSELF! but no one else!

p.s * no matter what, you're still my brother! i miss the old good time !

Fuck this SEBASTIAN KWEK !

which made the whole family heart attack every second !

i really don know how to pity him anymore ..

right now this second i wish ...

he can die , so that so much trouble will be gone !!!!

why cant he knows how to think !!!

borrow money don wan pay ...! and make one old women pay for him !!!

and he fucking borrow money not because of important things !!!

but to pay for his soccer , and to enjoy with brothers !!!!

FUCK HIM! no money don learn ppl bet soccer!!!!

if u saw this , read it! GO die n save us from trouble !!!

i fucking hate u to the core right now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy mother day to all mother's =)

i celebrated earlier ytd with my family .

my grandma was the zhu jiao .hahahah .

and i was fucking drunk ytd ,

took out my vodka , me , daddy n my step mum we drunk till like mad dog . hhahaa !

had fun last night , but woke up with super strong headace .

and i fucking vomitted 3 times ! GRoss!

shall stay home rest man !

and one fucking news, which i think im so great ...

i stop kelly for 2 days already !& i don yearn for it that much...

perhaps its because i tried to not think much!

p.s * not all scars show, not all wounds heal =(

hmmm, i was damn lucky ytd .
shall not mention about it ..=) hahhah
phew...
im like thinking ..
i promise so many person that i'll quit kelly...
but but but .. can i do it ...!
well ... i'll try uh !
sunday gonna be mother's day already ...
we'll be gg for family dinner tml night ,
this year, no grandpa but ...
my daddy join ...
every year its like ...
my daddy never cares ...
after my ah gong pass away ..
my daddy seems to care more bout this family ...
but does he have any motive? since i'll be gg 2 get the mummy's money soon ..
i guess no right , which father will want to cheat their children money..
i really really hope getteing closer to us again is not because of $..
because im really happy to see YOU(daddy) each time u come our house=)

p.s* kelvin if u came to make my world more lonely, please dont ever enter my world

baby boy, when one day u've grown to understand things .

everything mummy does might be wrong,

might make everyone upset.

might make people hate me ..

i just want you to know ,

i love you from the moment you were inside,

where our heart beat as one.

p.s * ah gong ! i miss you! whenever i sees jeron, i always think of you..

you maybe gone, but you always live in our heart .

i was gg thru some webs bout thai amulet,

and i grew interest in 1..

oohh , cost about SGD 400 plus..

should i get it...

thinking bout it , i cant keep my mouth shut ... hahaha...

was talking to leng bout it,

then she said, "wow like that u sure damn busy lo"

lol!!! if it really works , ho seh la !

hmmm...

will be gg to do school registration for my baby boy either tml or fri !

finally , older !

i cant wait till he can makes money for me , hohohoh...

i actually din wanted to mention him today but was talking to leng bout 85 ..

& everything flash back ...

the first time &&& how the last time ends ...

it just goes on & on ...

maybe...& maybe... 1 day i wont even realise that i've forgotten you

but right now its hard to deal with the pain of losing you..

u wont have know all these...

because right now, you must be happy=)

p.s* 一个人的我依然会微笑

jeron! mine cuter right ! lols kidding !

eden (ying's boy) who's cuter? lols!

i'm like in my kelly world for 20 hours...
i just feel super lousy these days ...

&& im so shag ...

tml is dic n sebas court hope evrything will be fine ..

comfirm postpone again !

this lawyer always like this ... =)

and the following day will be jasmine ,

all the best to you gal ,

hope nothing will happen to you !

hmmm...

im still feeling so head pain right now ...

keep wanting to vomit but... i just cant...

=( damn lousy now!

why do some ppl get addicted to it when it feels so terrible!(asking myself too)

p.s* SISTER is just another word found in dictonary, its now then i realise .. .

another day just pass ,

same like ytd , sleep n sleep till ah wah wake me up !

and he simply just ask me ," got miss me "

wtf ! lols ..

another thing that kept me awake ,

is because this bloodly SEBASTIAN KWEK!

well , he still doesnt know how to think,

after so many lesson!

hmm, maybe it's true a lepoard never change its spot!

forget it !

ying came and find me today,

WOW! her baby cute la !

look like her!

hhahahahahaa ....

seriously , i don know what to do now when its only 2 am .

later will be gg to help my grandma for some pocket money,

if not im so thirsty for $$$$ =)

p.s - somehow , somewhere i still find myself searching for your reason why ....

yawn ,just woke up not long ago..

went no where today caux i've been like sleeping for the whole day.

woke up with so many miss call, damn!

when i was working , call those customer,

all say not free.

when im not , so many called n ask if im working!

woke up at this time, don know what to do ,

if that stupid had not wake me up from my sleep,

i cant sleep like tml la !

im so shag, after so many days of kelly!

back then in bugis =)

seriously , thinking back

i hate the life im leading now.

drink , drink drink . k k k .

what else..

i miss those days working in bugis .

with that stupid benny which makes my day dark or bright .

with annie ... any many many more !

ever since i started working nightlife , everything changed .

\nothing remains the same like before .

if u asked, will i miss those nightlife,

i guess my answer will be no..

well, no one left me good memories.

i remember crying often then smiling =)

well, it's over anyway .

thinking of gg find day time job ,

but ... but.. but ....

im so lazy !

if anybody has job interview !

please tell me !

p.s if only i dont have to love you , it would be better...