went nana last night for halloween..firstly din have the mood to go out ..
but alas i enjoyed with the company of them .. at least i din have the thought of you thru that night . photos are still in yvonne cam .. shall upload when leng send me ..
maybe you're holding someone hands now ..
maybe you're happier ..
i always wanted to tell you i miss you alot ..
but i know you wont even care ..
behind my smiles there so many tears ...
but i know you wont even bother to wipe it away ..
i know it's really over ,
but somehow i cant even delete you from my mind ..
what's more heartbroken is that ..you seems to forgot about us .
why didnt you hold me back when i said it over ...
that wasnt what i meant .. i just wanted you to changed ..
i was what i am from the start , you wanted to changed me ..
yet i gave in and tried .. but when i wanted to change how you treated me ..
you was so weak , you gave up.
many "why" are running thru my mind ...
