051009 went for peter's birthday at home team chalet ..
quite a fun night .. drink , games and woo .. lol
took photos but its all in gina cam..
left there around 6 am cabed with leng home
reached home cant sleep all the way ..
talk with bey on the phone till 11
special day ? should i put it that way ?
or maybe no ?
061009 -last min went down fatcat even when im not working .. thanks to brother huei uh and richmond .. ask me go down when i actually plan to stay home to pg .. arrgghh ..
bey came down to acc me too .. richmond was abit high uh .. lol .. quite a long but not very long story , just that im lazy to mention it ...lol.. left with bey to his home and now im back to my own home .. woo .. have to work tonight =) when will i get my pay man ...? haha ..
msg with jas last night , was quite sad after seeing her msg .. hai .. lets not think so much anymore ..
i dont know how should i actually explain this ..
i dont want to ask for more ..
i dont want to be the one being heartbroken in the end ..
i dont know if i should go with how i felt or plainly just another one who's gonna pass by.. i dont know anything ..
last sat at work , someone play that song "waiting for you"everything flash back , someone told me , because i still have a thing or so ..but, its been so long .. 3years has pass .. after that someone told me that .. i became so confused .. all along i tot i hated you more .. but why after what i heard i start to feel confused?
