the time seems to pass so fast in my own world ..
slept @ 10 in the morning after my outerspace .. and 6 pm i awake .. im so shag can !during outerspace many thing happen, i got scared out! fan talking to me? etc ....
outerspace till now .. and i realise is already mid-night .. here goes another day ..
just got a news from facebook saying one of my secondary schoolmate pass away in an bike accident this morning .. wth .. i remember seeing him smiling and talking to me, tt time when i went for my friend chalet .. life is so precious ... this moment this person could be right beside you .. but the next moment,their gone forever..i miss grandpa suddenly... few days back, was talking to my dadddy friend , suddenly we talk about the past .. i remember-ed how i hated grandpa during that time of period .. my heart turns super sour .. what can i say? what can i do ... he's gone forever .. but he'll lives inside my heart for a long long time .. i guess i was too emo, so even when im in my outerspace, i still cry like a baby , taking out all those old photo staring into blank air ..i awake now , i now i have to be awake .. i know its useless think think about the past .. caux my grandpa wont be back.. but seriously i miss him super much.. i wonder how is he ... i wish he is still right here ..=(
