work half way ytd went to see a doctor , fuck .. xin ku till like shit ...
call leelian and sebas , all of us the same feeling ..
for a moment i tot , wa really so suay meh ..
doctor took my temp 38.7 ..he say if by friday still the same then come bk for review ..
reach home ate my med and sleep all the way =)
but i still abit like fuck =(
heard something from my grandma today , i super feel so dulan ..
my aunt say i teach dic pg? omg .. it was actually the other way round man ..
i cant be bothered to xplain .. if assuming it was like that makes her feel her son was the best !!!
then be it .. it wont make any difference if i xplain .. just wasting my time and effort ..
sometimes ,selfishness makes one so ugly ! i dont deny sometimes my aunt treat me good but i really cant read thur her mind , the way she treat sebas is like fuck , maybe in order to protect dic , i really don know ...if only my mum and grandpa was still around , me and sebas wont be treated like FFFFFF !!!!! Aunt, " dont make promises to a dead person when you know u cant do it"!!
