
why cant things be simple in life?
why are humans all so ugly ?
sebastian , do you think things can turn out like before?
im really tired of hearing all these ugly stuff bout you..
each time i sees you , i cant bring myself to scold you..
after grandpa pass away, all these things happen..
i really almost breakdown..
i really miss grandpa so so so much...
sebastian , have you wonder is he peaceful above?
if he wasn't gone ... things wont be more n more worst...
i need peace, i just wanna avoid these ugly place, ugly people..
sister are just words put in each other mouth..
there's no one i can actually talk to..
these world is not going the way i want to..
mummy,grandpa if i could just join you all...
would it be better?
我要和世界脱离
ps* take me above =( im not happy here