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i read something today that made me drop my tears ..

it's a post from my cousin blog ..

i was actually quite suprise that i was moved by it ..
my cousin told me just now he had a bad dream last night ..

it was something bout my grandpa ..

to me , it seems like he's hinting not to sell this house ..

everybody agree with what i said ..

yea .. no one actually bear to move ...

right now , im so tired.. have not slept since last night ..chat on phone with jun xiang =)

and i cant sleep caux my aunt went overseas and i've to do all these things ..

im feeling weird today .. not happy , not sad ..

there's something i kept thinking but w/o any link ..

wth .. lag of sleep makes your mind go wild ?

lols .. i think i did something mean ytd .. but was it actually my fault then ?

i really don know , just venting all my anger i have for you all these while ..

im not a bad friend but sometimes , things just force me to do it ..just let things be ..

maybe i should just fucking hell stop all these drinking .. i cant stop drugs y not drinking ..hmmm .. but if i stop drinking my life will seems so meaningless .. lols ..
long and naggy post ? but so what .. it my blog man ...!!

awaiting for 7 pm and i call jolly well sleep till like there's no tml =)