♥ 昨天是我的恋人 , 今天是我的爱人 ,明天是离开我的人

life's so fucked up for me.
everyday drink drink , sleep .
i must start to look for job already !
drank at home last night again with my step mum ..
hmmm.. then on phone with leng till bout 3 plus ..
slept at 5 plus and now im awake!!
i cant even have a nice sleep these days!
ytd those bad guys ask me becareful,
lols , somebody will use paint splash me when im outside?
wow! c'mon im not afraid, we're always waiting for u man!
is u guys don dare come up, several night call and say will come ...
but but but... 2 words 4 u guys "paper tiger"
whatever watermelon...

*grandpa, actually everyone tot that after you're gone, life will be better,
but instead life became worst. i know even at your last breathe u left not peaceful,
we never expect ah bear will become worst! grandpa i really really miss you, if only time could turn back, i will treasure you more! no one understand how much i miss you , only u above can sees=) since the day you left, i've been thinking about you & whenever i do , i always cry,
sometimes it feels so like shit to bottle up everything.grandpa. forgive me? for every single thing i does that make you feel upset? why do people always regret what they do? treasure those around you before they're gone.