its gg to 5am n wth i still cant sleep .
im feeling so tired with life yet i have to treasure it.
after the lost of a friend n my beloved grandpa.
i realise life is so important .
n most important is because i have to stay alive for the sake of my SON.
hais
ever since my grandpa pass away , should i say, everything seems to changed?
izzit good or izzit bad ?
i myself don know how to say...
i really don know how to plan for the future ...
im so lost in my drug world now...
my son's education? my future home?
should i really start to think!!
i guess i have to changed my habit!
stop drinking ! stop drug!
can i ?
