♥ 昨天是我的恋人 , 今天是我的爱人 ,明天是离开我的人

♥ 爱上你是我的错,
you'll learn to let go when LOVES become HATE ♥

Tuesday, April 6, 2010 @ 10:31 PM

i've not been blogging for like don know 123456789 days .. many things happen ..

but im just so lazy to update everything here . i've stop working pub instead im helping dad with his business.. everyday i have to wake up super early ='( but ok la ... i end work earlier than much more people ..! but im like complaining of not enough sleep everyday . this job has tied down alot of my things , i seldom meet those friends to pub or thai disco anymore . everyday is like eat sleep work .. but still it's better this way i think .it's better than i go to work when the skys turns dark and coming back like an idiot being drunk .. making a fool of myself whenever im drunk ..maybe nobody might agree with me.! i wonder if im not helping my dad anymore what job will i work .. afterall im always going back to square 1 . so no matter how tough it is.. i still have to endure . JASMINE LEE YUN PEI! we'll waiting for you to come out soon .

SEBASTIAN KWEK .. oct 2011 we'll see you again !

Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 6:23 AM

i've been wasting alotof my time i guess on drinking and kelly .. damn ! i know i should just fcuking hell stop it !! many happy and unhappy things happen too fast .. i almost cant breathe .. im really changing , im stopping everything !

Friday, January 15, 2010 @ 6:47 PM

everything should come to a stop . nothing's gonna stop if no one gonna put a full stop to it ..

im just tired .. so tired .. what's freedom ? i gain all my freedom .. but yet its putting me into more nonsense .! drinking dosent solve problem .. but why does it took me so long to realise it No , im not leaving here .. as years goes it slowly doesnt make any sense to me anymore that dying would put a stop.. im just taking a rest to walk a longer journey . thinking one step further for my little love . i hope this rest would change me , change my life . i hopemy family would give me the most determination .

Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 7:02 PM

currently moved to buangkok house stay because of litte boyfriend school over there ..

boring no com over there so my blog is going to die ... stop work for 1 week to rest and some family matters to settle .. i m like forgetting what im doin everyday .. only photos bring back some memories .. ilove element =D

Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 8:37 AM

spent christmas at element =D at first was like so fun then ended up with a "WHAT A CHRISTMAS!" thing... nevermind ... at least i enjoyed the procedure =D life is work,sleep,eat...

never work also go drink ... =( seriously i think i should stop drinking ... im really very very tired !! between these days manys things happen ... someone walk and pass by .. i got no comment over this person ! new year's coming soon ... and my dear sebas have to spent it inside =( have not been visiting him due to my messed up life !! jeron will be starting school soon =DD he's like so cute !!! =DDDD

Wednesday, December 16, 2009 @ 7:44 AM

past few days .. work and burbery thai ...ytd was suppose to be an off but went berry =)

after berry , went nana but too bad because of LL . and we ended at bangkok thai ... D and his group came and join us ... after tt D send me home .... everyday drink very tired .. never drink cant sleep .. like what the hell... today was suppose to visit beloved sebas but overslept again.. sorry ... woke up around 6 plus .. wanted to go out but waited for leelian and jasmine planning till very late so stay at home .. on phone with 122 till 4 plus .. then started writting letter to beloved sebas .. he must be feeling very down =( 2010 faster arrive .... im feeling so sick ... how to stop drinking ?lol i know i cant !!